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| transit of jupiter on 2012 |
Every people have their own way to get their aim. I know my capacity. I know my own way. I know what i've to do then. But, why sometimes i can't accept my "real life". Sometimes i just feel jealous with them. I just ask my self "why i can't be like them?" "why i always get bad luck?" although i have known that there are lot of people which got the really really bad luck.
I just pray, "God, let me become like a moon, which is always sincere to give its light even in the darkness. And even its always laborious to reflect the sun light but its willing to do with sincerity"
I don't know. I just need to "clean" myself. i just need to take more time. i just need to repair myself. i'll do everything, to make me be more grateful. God, please give me a chance to repair all of my mistake. Please give me "heavy heart" to protect myself from bad things. Forgive me, God. I know, you are have known what i feel. Terima Kasih Ya Allah..
